What do I want?

2015.Nov

I am getting to the point of really enjoying the journey because it is just a trip. I say this after I imagine and reflect on the whole of the human fabric experiences. It becomes clear, somehow, we are here for the experience, to notice, evolve, enjoy, expand and merge into the Mystery of the Universe. I am making deeper and deeper peace with the melodramas of my own life by grabbing the answers out there that promote reality that bring me more and more comfort. One simple example is to accept deeply my family of origin and my melodrama throughout my childhood. I am pushed in a sense of hurry to really accept this context so I am peaceful, balance with what is independent of the snags. The past snags my own skin like a crab in the bucket and if I pay attention to it I am assaulted by stories to the point I can not notice the repetitive tape in my head going and going.